One day my friend asked me this question via skype: “Are you happy now? OR you just pretend to look happy?”

And I answered that question without thinking: “Yes, I’m happy of course! I will be cursed if I’m not be grateful with all of these things I already had.”

Yes, I have some problems that sometimes make me feel worried and sad, BUT I am happy.

So many things made me happy, from the biggest one until the smallest one. I have great parents and brother, even though my parents always ask me once a week whether I already had ‘someone’ or not. Jeez, Mom, Dad -_-

I have awesome best friends, even I’m more awesome than them (!!!). They always make me laugh, somehow they know me better than I do, and they make me feel relieve when I’m facing such a big problem.

I’m on my way to accomplish my biggest dream: travelling around Europe

And I can eat good and healthy food now, I can sleep and live in proper house, I’m healthy, I can go study, I can wear different clothes every day, I have my freedom, and I can breath!

Well, for me it’s hard being sad when I’m surrounded with happy things..